So I’m kinda talking to a new guy. It’s a complicated situation but anyway- when ever I start to feel down I remind myself of the pain I felt with faby and how nothing will ever hurt as bad as that .. I made it through. That thought process alone makes me feel so much better and stronger
What happen sucks. He did something really shitty and I got the short end of the stick. But I have so much ahead of me. Great family and amazing friends. I need to stop thinking of what I use to have- and be thankful for what I do have. How things were was amazing, I had some of my best times when I was with him but those times are over now- BUT my life isn’t over. There are more great times to come for me once I stop kicking myself over something I can’t control. The holidays def left me in a bad place mentality and had me feeling down and “replaced”- but I’m realizing that people will accept things and move on with their life all the time - I need to start doing the same for myself.